DOING BETTER ...

Ok...so I've survived the day. The morning was terrible, but mother called & we met for lunch, had a good visit, then I went to the tanning bed & caught a 20 minute power nap. When I came home I felt much better. This afternoon I ended up napping again for about 2 hours. Guess I needed that. Been emotionally drained lately.

Mother's right. I've been going through a grieving process regarding my marriage. Thank God Billy's understanding about it.

Other than that, that's been my day, but at least I'm feeling somewhat better now. Mom told me I just need to change my perspective about a few things. Like this being MY home, rather than Ron's & my home. Afterall, Sandy left it to ME...not ronnie. That helped. She's got a pretty good perspective on things sometimes.

Mom's having some health problems. I think she's fighting congestive heart failure. She's got serious heart problems anyway. Her feet & legs are very swollen & painful & there's no other explanation for it other than her heart. Which means her days really could be numbered which is scary. Mom's been a lot of help to me lately. Although sometimes she can be a bit overbearing. Nevertheless, we're finally getting along well, which really means our relationship has come a very long way from what it used to be like.

Well, that's about it for now. I'm taking sister to get some new tires on her car tomorrow so she'll have a way to go. Then have laundry to do & a few other things to do. oh drudgery! Maybe I'll even wash my truck & Boomer tomorrow. We'll have to wait and see how I'm feeling in the morning when I wake up.