Well today i looked like a hoee.. it was so cool
i wore a skirt, with this cute little top. it was like a corrset top ( if thats how u spell it)
and i TALKED TO HIM TO TODAY.. ahh i got so happy for like 4 periods. i felt like i was on crack or something
and andrew oh boy. he better fucking delete my number from him fucking phone book.
god he pisses me off. and i know she told me not to.. but i do think about talking to nikki still.
i do miss her alot.. and i know she's with rob.. and thats cool...
but i just wish we wouldnt have stopped talking like we did...
but what can i say.. ?

agh ok.. sleep...

Love always erin..

Erin - you shouldnt stop liking someone just becauser he has a gf.. maybe they'll break up and you and him we'll get together dont say it cant happen because it could happen and it will happen.

later on she wrote...........
and you know what this whole xxxx is going to happen if its the last thing i do ! lol.
every girl wants a guy that is good to her. you just go to be Patient and wait. remember
" good things happen to the ones that wait "

see id love to believe her.. that i could actually be with him. but i know it is not going to happen.
he loves her. not me.. today was the first time hes said my name since we stopped talking.